The Guy Who Lives Inside

El tipo que vive dentro

Today I found myself aloneHoy me he encontrado a solas
With the guy who lives insideCon el tipo que vive dentro
Who always goes against the grainQue siempre va a la contra
When I try to stay on trackCuando intento ir más recto

He throws old reasons at meMe lanza razones viejas
Pushes me down my shortcutsMe empuja por mis atajos
Wants me to fall againQuiere que vuelva a caer
Where I’ve been trapped beforeDonde ya estuve atrapado

I tell him I’m fed upLe digo que ya estoy harto
That I won’t give him the timeQue no pienso darle cancha
I push back against his forceAvanzo contra su fuerza
Sometimes strong, sometimes weakA veces firme, a veces flojo
I don’t know if I want to beat himNo sé si quiero vencerle
Or just find some peaceO solo quedarme en paz

He challenges me, puts me to the testMe reta, me pone a prueba
Turns all my doubts aroundMe gira todas las dudas
I walk without a clear pathCamino sin rumbo claro
Stopping every couple of stepsParando cada dos pasos
Talking to my thoughtsHablando con mis ideas
As if they were failuresComo si fueran fracasos

Some days I move lightHay días que voy ligero
Other days I feel weighed downHay otros que voy cargado
But I keep moving forwardPero sigo hacia adelante
Even if I’m all messed upAunque vaya trastocado

I promise myself a thousand fresh startsMe prometo mil comienzos
Every time I fall apartCada vez que me deshago
And in the end, I keep fightingY al final sigo luchando
With the same shit I’ve createdCon lo mismo que he creado

I just want to be at easeSolo quiero estar tranquilo
When the evening fallsCuando caiga la tarde
Let it come with all its baggageQue venga con todo lo suyo
I’ll bring my own choicesYo iré con mis decisiones