Look at Me

Mirame

Hey, look at me!¡Eh, mírame!
Don't hide nowNo te escondas ahora
You've been living in me for yearsQue llevas años viviendo en mí
I know how you get inSe cómo entras
I know when you show upSe cuando apareces
I know how you squeeze me insideSe cómo me aprietas por dentro
Until I can't breatheHasta dejarme sin aire

How much damage you've doneCuanto daño me has hecho
How many nights with meCuantas noches conmigo
How many times I've been bent insideCuantas veces doblado por dentro
How many times believing thatCuantas veces creyendo que
I wouldn't get out of thereNo salía de ahí

I know you, yeah, I'm talking to youTe conozco, sí, a ti te hablo
Ah, bastardAh, cabrón
I know you too wellTe conozco demasiado
You've seen me fallMe has visto caer
You've seen me doubtMe has visto dudar
You've seen me brokenMe has visto hecho polvo

You know it pisses me offSabes que me jode
I gave you the benefit of the doubtTe di la razón
I let you talkTe dejé hablar
I let you growTe dejé crecer
Until you took over everythingHasta ocuparlo todo
At first, I was scared of youAl principio te tenía miedo

You spun my head aroundMe daba vueltas la cabeza
Made me feel smallMe hacía pequeño
You took me exactly where you wantedMe llevabas justo donde querías
I didn't even defend myselfSi yo ni me defendía

But not anymore. I'm not hidingPero ya no. Ya no me escondo
I'm not looking downYa no bajo la mirada
I'm not silent when you show upYa no me callo cuando apareces
Now I look you in the eyeAhora te miro de frente
With all that you bringCon todo lo que traes
With all that weightCon todo ese peso
With all that shit you throw on meCon toda esa mierda que me tiras encima
And I endure, because I've put up with you so many timesY aguanto, porque te he aguantado tantas veces
That I know just how far you goQue ya sé hasta dónde llegas
You're a repetitionEres repetición
You're a habitEres costumbre
You're that shitty voiceEres esa voz de mierda
That I learned to listen to too muchQue aprendí a escuchar demasiado
You've pushed me to the limitMe has llevado al límite
You've made me think I wouldn't get outMe has hecho pensar que no salía

And still, I riseY, aún así, me levanto
Time and time againUna y otra vez
Damn rightPor cojones
So keep talkingAsí que sigue hablando
Keep squeezingSigue apretando
Keep trying the same old shitSigue intentando lo de siempre
I don't careMe da igual
Because you don't scare me anymorePorque ya no me asustas
Not after everything I've seen with youNo después de todo lo que he visto contigo
Not after I stayedNo después de haberme quedado
When it would have been easy to disappearCuando lo fácil era desaparecer
You're the worst part of meEres lo peor que llevo dentro
And stillY, aún así
You can't take me down. AhNo puedes conmigo. Ah
What a bummer for youQué putada para ti

Look at meMírame
Don't hide nowNo te escondas ahora

You've been living in me for yearsQue llevas años viviendo en mí
You're going to stay hereVas a seguir aquí
Stuck to mePegado a mí
But you don't control me anymorePero ya no mandas
Do you hear that? You don't control me anymore¿Lo oyes? Ya no mandas
Because I stayed with youPorque me he quedado contigo
When no one else wouldCuando nadie se queda
Because I've endured what you bring without running awayPorque he aguantado lo que tú traes sin salir corriendo
Because I've looked straight atPorque he mirado de frente
What you wanted to cover upLo que tú querías tapar

I know you show up when I'm weakSé que apareces cuando estoy débil
I know you grow when I'm quietSé que creces cuando me callo
I know you feed off everything I don't saySé que te alimentas de todo lo que no digo
And this time, noY esta vez no
I'm not going to be quiet anymoreNo me voy a callar más
I'm not going to hide from youNo me voy a esconder de ti

If you comeSi vienes
You stay with meTe quedas conmigo
If you squeeze, I endureSi aprietas, aguanto
If you shout, I hear youSi gritas, te escucho
But I don't obey youPero no te obedezco
Because there's something you haven't understoodPorque hay algo que no has entendido
I can resist tooYo también sé resistir
You've taken too much from me alreadyMe has quitado demasiado ya
Too much timeDemasiado tiempo
Too much lifeDemasiada vida
Too many parts of meDemasiadas partes de mí
That won't come backQue no vuelven

This time I'm going to defend myselfEsta vez voy a defenderme
So look at me closelyAsí que mírame bien
Because I'm not the samePorque ya no soy el mismo
I'm not running awayYa no huyo
I'm not hidingYa no me escondo
I don't believe everything you say anymoreYa no me creo todo lo que dices
Now I know the truthAhora sé la verdad
You're not hellNo eres un infierno
You're a part of meEres una parte de mí
That won't kneel anymoreQue ya no se arrodilla

I learned too lateAprendí demasiado tarde
To face youA enfrentarte
But here I amPero aquí estoy
I'm not going to give you anything elseYa no voy a cederte nada más
Not a stepNi un paso
Not a damn inchNi un puto centímetro
You can shoutPuedes gritar
You can squeezePuedes apretar
You can come back a thousand timesPuedes volver mil veces
And here I amQue aquí me tienes
Whole, broken if you wantEntero, roto si quieres
But wholePero entero
Because I'm not fighting to win youPorque ya no lucho por ganarte
I'm fighting not to lose myselfLucho por no perderme
And that, that you can't take from meY eso, eso no me lo quita

It's overSe acabó
I'm in charge hereAquí mando yo