Anotha 1

I used to put my foot in the door and then close it
I think I'm a fake, now everyone knows it
Why don't I just let the whole world tell me how to feel
I used to give my heart to the world, but I took it back
I thought I was blind, so I see no point in looking back
The harder I hit myself, the more I know it's real

Yeah, it's nice to feel
I used to dream of people watching my own video
I used to dream about it, but those dreams are silly though
No, I wouldn't ever want to end up feeling sad
I used to dream of telling all my friends I was verified
I used to dream about it, but no one knew I was alive
I don't wanna be ungrateful, but it's not all that

But yeah, I'm glad to know
If you wanna write a song one day
You gotta get a thing in your brain
So they tell me
If you wanna write a song one day
You gotta kiss the ground in the rain
So they tell me
Let's go, lonely God