Shapeshifter

I fucked it up again
I don't know how it happened
I can't really explain why I overreacted

I guess it's not my fault that I'm like this
Something in my brain is different
Now every little thing is like a catalyst
And every bloody second feels like the end

And I don't understand why I'm shape shifting all the time
You know I'm trying really hard
But I can't seem to make it right

And you don't understand why I'm shape shifting all the time
I know I make it very hard for you
I just can't get it right

I screwed it up again
It's becoming a habit
I'm trying to amend this mess
But you just don't get it

It's really hard to think when I'm like this
Something in my brain is different
I think I just need an emotional catharsis
Cause every bloody second feels like the end

And I don't understand why I'm shape shifting all the time
You know I'm trying really hard
But I can't seem to make it right

And you don't understand why I'm shape shifting all the time
I know I make it very hard for you
I just can't get it right

And you don't understand why I'm shape shifting all the time
I know I make it very hard for you
I just can't get it right