No He Podido Ser Feliz

I Haven't Been Able to Be Happy

No He Podido Ser Feliz

It won't be the last timeNo será la última vez
Let them see my eyes and cryQue vean mis ojos y estén llorando
Let them see my chest bleed from oblivionQue vean mi pecho sangrar de olvido

I didn't think I was going to cry, noNo pensé que iba a llorar, no
If God saw me swearing a thousand timesSi Dios mil veces me vio jurando
That I would not cry for loveQue no lloraría por un cariño

And todayY hoy
I am a soul condemned to liveSoy un alma condenada a vivir
Where there is no hopeDonde no hay esperanza
His love was spring in my autumnFue su amor primavera en mi otoño
And I made it impossibleY lo hice imposible
I didn't think I would fall in love with anyoneNo creí enamorarme de nadie
And I let her cryY dejé que llorara
That I should look for a place far, far awayQue buscara un lugar lejos, lejos
That I would be freeQue yo sería libre

If you find her one day out thereSi la encuentran un día por ahí
Tell her I love herDíganle que la quiero
That I learned to sigh for his nameQue aprendí a suspirar por su nombre
I'm waiting for herLa estoy esperando
Tell him some memory and tell himCuéntenle algún recuerdo y le dicen
I'm dyingQue me estoy muriendo
May this life forgive you, may it comeQue perdone esta vida que venga
That I'm loving herQue la estoy amando

That I have not been able to be happyQue no he podido ser feliz
It was my fault, I knowQue fue mi culpa, ya lo sé
That I should never have hurt herQue nunca la he debido herir
And I really fell in loveY que en verdad me enamoré

That I am crazy about her loveQue soy un loco por su amor
I have not smiled againQue yo no he vuelto a sonreír
That she is life and my dreamQue ella es la vida y mi ilusión
Please come back to meQue por favor regrese a mí

That I will see some star shineQue veré alguna estrella brillar
If your hands touch meSi sus manos me tocan
That the Sun will rise again if your lipsQue otra vez saldrá el Sol si sus labios
They will kiss my mouthBesaran mi boca

That I have not been able to be happyQue no he podido ser feliz
It was my fault, I knowQue fue mi culpa, ya lo sé
That I should never have hurt herQue nunca la he debido herir
And I really fell in loveY que en verdad me enamoré

I don't know if it's too late to cryNo sé si es tarde al llorar
A feeling that is still in my handsUn sentimiento que aún en mis manos
I didn't hear anything before I hurt himNo la escuché nada antes de herirlo

I shouldn't have hurt her, noNo la debí lastimar, no
If I knew he was loving meSi yo sabía que me estaba amando
That if he lived it was because of my loveQue si vivía era por mi cariño

That today isQue hoy es
A love that I imaginedUn cariño que me imaginé
That I would never feelQue nunca sentiría
And today a thorn is stuck in my chestY hoy se clava en mi pecho una espina
To bleed me dryPara desangrarme
I was the one who bought my sadnessYo fui quien le compró a mi tristeza
His own woundsSus propias heridas
Not seeing the sadness of whoAl no ver la tristeza de quien
He just wanted to love meTan solo quería amarme

If it's not too late and they find her out thereSi no es tarde y la encuentran por ahí
Tell her I love herDíganle que la quiero
That she can take this hell away from meQue ella puede quitarme este infierno
That can save meQue puede salvarme
That even though one day I made her cryQue a pesar que un día la hice llorar
I'm also sufferingTambién estoy sufriendo
May this life forgive you, may it comeQue perdone esta vida, que venga
I want to adore himQue quiero adorarle

That I have not been able to be happyQue no he podido ser feliz
It was my fault, I knowQue fue mi culpa, ya lo sé
That I should never have hurt herQue nunca la he debido herir
And I really fell in loveY que en verdad me enamoré

That I am crazy about her loveQue soy un loco por su amor
I have not smiled againQue yo no he vuelto a sonreír
That she is life and my dreamQue ella es la vida y mi ilusión
Please come back to meQue por favor regrese a mí

That I will see some star shineQue veré alguna estrella brillar
If your hands touch meSi sus manos me tocan
That the Sun will rise again if your lipsQue otra vez saldrá el Sol si sus labios
They will kiss my mouthBesaran mi boca