The Art of Being Torn Out

I'm not feeling better
Does it mean that I still feel
I'm building this out of nothing
Don't mind it taking the best of me

Ahhh!

Yeah
All I had was never enough
Trying hard not to fuck this up

I stuck the needle way too deep
Can't pull it out
I'm way too high on dopamine
To come back down

I'm breaking down
I don't wanna fall
I built this up just to save me from

Drowning
Killing
Myself
I don't wanna let this go

Am I right or just tripping
Is there blood leaking out of me
Dropping down to the rhythm
Of my heart getting out of beat

Look at me
Coming clean
A sacrifice for you to see

Fake apologies
The keep surrounding me

Drown
Kill
Baptized by decay

Drown
Kill
I let my sharpened blades
Eviscerate

I'm breaking down
I don't wanna fall
I built this up just to save me from

Drowning
Killing
Myself
I don't wanna let this go

I'm breaking down
I don't wanna fall
I built this up just to save me from

Drowning
Killing
Myself
I don't wanna let this go

I'm not feeling better
Does it mean that I still feel
I'm building this out of nothing
Don't mind it taking the best of me

Drown
Kill
Don't mind it taking the best of me