Soliloquy

You've got to let it loose
You've got to let it go
Cup is filled to the brim
Self esteem has hit an all time low

How sweet to even try
I watch you bless my attempt
With a smile soft as the tide
My castle has swept

Oh I'm sick of being sidetracked
It leaves me drained
Sick of always feeling the same
Sick of this pity, sick of this praise
Oh I'm sick of my name

You've got to put an end
You've got to understand
It's far too late to turn back
You're too far in

No need to set me up
Oh I excel by myself
Not a kick nor a bite
While you ring my neck

Oh I'm sick of being sidetracked
Sick of always feeling the same
It leaves me drained
And I'm sick of this guilt
I'm sick of this pain
Sick of this face
And I'm sick of these hands
Sick of this pity, sick of this game
Oh I'm sick of my name

Here we stand, you and I
In the middle of this mess
No, I can't abide

You've got to let it loose
You've got to let it go
Cup is filled to the brim
Self esteem has hit an all time low

How sweet to even try
I watch you bless my attempt
With a smile soft as the tide
My castle has swept

How sweet to even try