Cuando No Me Ves

When You Don't See Me

Cuando No Me Ves

Only when you don't see me, if you don't see meSolo cuando no me ves, si no me ves
I find the courage to look at youEncuentro el valor de mirarte
Without the panic that I still feelSin el pánico que aún siento
To your unconscious coercionA tu inconsciente coacción

Now that you don't see me, I'll admitAhora que tú no me ves, admitiré
What an evil wishQue un deseo malvado
In a dream he mockedEn un sueño se burlaba
From my control towerDe mi torre de control

And it was dirty and it was a sinY era sucio y era pecado
I couldn't assimilate that it was meNo pude asimilar que era yo
And it was meY era yo

That's it, I've said it once and for allYa está de una vez lo he dicho
That is the sameQue de igual
It's not always the sameNo siempre da lo mismo

You rain on wet groundTú lluvias sobre mojado
Under your cloud was IDebajo de tu nube era yo
And it was meY era yo

That's it, I've said it once and for allYa está de una vez lo he dicho
That is the sameQue de igual
It's not always the sameNo siempre da lo mismo

Anyone who saw me in my dark hoursCualquiera que me viera en mis negras horas
Crawling on your skin when it is a wallReptando por tu piel cuando es pared
You would think that my vice is licking your shadowsSe creería que mi vicio es lamer tus sombras
But I only do it when you don't see mePero solo lo hago cuando no me ves

No matter how hard I try all the timePor mucho que me esfuerce a todas horas
Desire jumps over walls backwardsEl deseo salta muros al revés

Now I ask you to hate me by heartAhora te pido que me odies de memoria
Like a hymn for those who know how to loseComo un himno de los que saben perder

I will deny the following to the worldNegaré ante el mundo lo siguiente
If there is one thing I have in abundanceQue si de algo voy sobrado
It is a lack of self-esteem and that is why I sing it to youEs de falta de autoestima y que por eso te lo canto
Without having to use I love youSin tener que usar te quiero
Through a metaphorA través de una metáfora
That amphora that I use to protect my fearsEse ánfora que uso para resguardar mis miedos

That one day you will understand themA que un día las comprendas
Unacceptable situationSituación inaceptable

It may be that I am addicted to the fact that it is difficult for you to decipher mePuede ser que este viciado a que te cueste descifrarme
If you understood the ironySi entendieras la ironía
Of wanting to be aloneDe querer estar a solas
And when I finally get the timeY cuando al fin tiempo consigo
I wonder why I run awayMe pregunto por qué huyo
But I can only say itPero solo se decirlo
When you don't see meCuando no me ves

No matter how hard I try all the timePor mucho que me esfuerce a todas horas
Desire jumps over walls backwardsEl deseo salta muros al revés

Now I ask you to hate me by heartAhora te pido que me odies de memoria
Like a hymn for those who know how to loseComo un himno de los que saben perder

The day when the present is already historyEl día que el presente ya sea historia
And the waters calm down once and for allY las aguas se nos calmen de una vez
You will understand so many things in my silencesEntenderás en mis silencios tantas cosas
The ones I write now when you don't see meLas que ahora escribo cuando no me ves