Melancholic Fish

At ease trying to find peace of mind In this chaos
My mother always says everything's alright
Cigarettes that I smoke
In my room
Late at night
Sorry to have woken you up at this time
Life just been so tough on me
It's hard to believe that a body so small
Can carry this much pain inside
I'm just trying to be the light
I'm just trying to sleep at night
And My mother always says everything's alright
As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish
I heard their voice
I've felt their pain
As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish
I heard them sing
I've felt their pain
No one looks like this
Rare diamond
No one feels this way
And that is the burden
That's the burden
I carry
I carry
I buried it
I carry
I buried it

As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish
I heard their voice
I've felt their pain
As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish
I don't think I was made for it
It can't sink in
Dear mother
The waters warm
Sometimes I wish I wasn't born
I wanna crawl back in
My skin paper thin
As I drown in the ocean of melancholic swimming fish
I heard their voice
I've felt their pain
To be born
And reborn
And reborn again

To be born
And reborn
And reborn again
Again and
Again