Myself is Missing

They’d said you were awake
But now that I'm here I'm surrounded by the end
I'm forcing myself to fade
I'm forcing myself to hide beneath the waves

Maybe it’s hard to ignore this face I'm wearing
Maybe hopelessness will cut my skin

Myself is missing

Spiralling down again
I'm holding with me the thoughts that I’ve been in
I'm here stuck in my dreams
But we fancied to disappear while I'm asleep

Now it’s hard to ignore this face I'm wearing
Carried, moulded

Myself is missing
From the clouds we’ve been breathing
Myself is missing
From what you’ve been dreaming

Pretending to be awake
Resurface between the fade
Carrying, holding