Rencor

Rancor

Rencor

Hey, yoEy, yo
We've done it againHemos vuelto a hacerlo

LuciaLucia
The one with the black logoLa del logo negro
And not youY tú no

They told me you're doing well nowMe han dicho que ahora estás bien
And that what we had is in the pastY que lo nuestro quedó atrás
I hope what you chose is bringing you peaceOjalá lo que escogiste te esté trayendo la paz
I wish you the best, even though I've been badTe deseo lo mejor aunque yo haya estado mal
If I find you in another life, please don't act the sameSi te encuentro en otra vida porfa no actúes igual

I don't believe in resentmentYo no creo en el rencor
It's lost by those who always wanted to giveNo pierde quien siempre quiso ofrecer
Not by those who value nothing and lose what love isSi no quien no valora nada y se pierde que es el amor
You left like it was nothing, leaving me shatteredTe fuiste como si nada dejándome destrozada
Making me think nothing mattered to youHaciéndome pensar que nada te importó
And I'm still here, lying on your side of the bedY yo sigo aquí tumbada en tu lado de la cama
Wondering what you were missingPreguntándome que te faltó

(Oh)(Oh)

Our one plus one was never twoNuestro uno más uno nunca fueron dos

Today I looked for a tutorial that taught me to forget youHoy busqué un tutorial que me enseñó a olvidarte
Since you're gone, it's hard for me to get upDesde que tú no estás me cuesta levantarme
The anxiety is backYa volvió la ansiedad
It's hard for me to breatheMe cuesta respirar
I look in the mirror and can't recognize myselfMe miro en el espejo y no puedo reconocerme
If you knew all the times I defended you (ah)Si supieses todas las veces qué te defendí (ah)
If I'd listened to what your ex-boyfriend said, I wouldn't be like this (oh)Si hubiese escuchado lo que decía tu ex novio no estaría así (oh)

And me believing you loved me, I was wrongY yo creyéndome que me querías, estaba equivocada
You weren't the love of my life, and I was fooling myselfEl amor de mi vida no eras tu y me auto engañaba
I lived in this story, where there were never any fairiesYo vivía en este cuento, en el que nunca ha habido hadas
But despite everything, you're forgivenPero a pesar de todo estás perdonada

I don't believe in resentmentYo no creo en el rencor
It's lost by those who always wanted to giveNo pierde quien siempre quiso ofrecer
Not by those who value nothing and lose what love isSi no quien no valora nada y se pierde que es el amor
You left like it was nothing, leaving me shatteredTe fuiste como si nada dejándome destrozada
Making me think nothing mattered to youHaciéndome pensar que nada te importó
And I'm still here, lying on your side of the bedY yo sigo aquí tumbada en tu lado de la cama
Wondering what you were missingPreguntándome que te faltó

(Oh)(Oh)

Our one plus one was never twoNuestro uno más uno nunca fueron dos

YeahYea
Bleeding again, againDe nuevo sangrando otra vez
With you, one plus one always adds up to threeContigo uno más uno siempre suma tres
I don't hold grudges, but I do knowNo guarda rencor pero si que sé
That if someone looks like you, I'll keep my distanceQué si alguien se parece a ti me alejaré
I'll run whereverEcharé a correr a dónde sea
Because I know selfish people never changePorque sé que el egoísta nunca cambia
I don't feel resentmentNo siento rencor
I don't want a fightNo quiero pelea
With someone who doesn't say they'll take me backCon alguien que no diga me recanvia

I never wanted to hear your apologiesNunca quise escuchar tus disculpas
I never wanted to hear a thank you from youNunca quise escucharte un gracias

But I know if you ask yourself questionsPero sé que si te haces preguntas
You'll know who was there and who created distanceSabrás quien estuvo y quien puso distancia
I'm stayingYo me quedo
I always stay for youSiempre me quedo por ti
I was never a martyrNunca fui martir
I love youTe quiero

The difference is that you can sleepLa diferencia es que puedes dormir
And I, who gave everything for you, can't even sleep anymoreY yo que di todo por ti ya ni duermo

It's clear that we're differentEstá claro que somos distintos
And honestly, that crap fills me with prideY en verdad esa mierda me llena de orgullo
If the future comes and I resistSi llega el futuro y resisto
I'm glad I'm not around or saving you from yoursMe alegra de no estar ni salvarte del tuyo

See you forever, my loveHasta siempre mi vida
Just so you know, tougher things get forgottenQue sepas que cosas más duras se olvidan
See you forever, my loveHasta siempre mi vida
With these words, I'm not running, I'm concludingCon estas palabras no huyo, concluyo
I'm staying with myself until the day I have something new againMe quedo conmigo hasta el día que de lo que tenga de nuevo
I'm not planning to change because I ran into someone who didn't know how to see itNo pienso cambiar por haberme cruzado por alguien que no supo verlo

I'm staying calm with myselfMe quedo conmigo tranquilo
Knowing that at least ISabiendo que yo por lo menos
Won't win at loveNo voy a ganar al amor
By treating love like a gameTratando al amor como juego

I don't believe in resentmentYo no creo en el rencor
It's lost by those who always wanted to giveNo pierde quien siempre quiso ofrecer
Not by those who value nothing and lose what love isSi no quien no valora nada y se pierde que es el amor
You left like it was nothing, leaving me shatteredTe fuiste como si nada dejándome destrozada
Making me think nothing mattered to youHaciéndome pensar que nada te importó
And I'm still here, lying on your side of the bedY yo sigo aquí tumbada en tu lado de la cama
Wondering what you were missingPreguntándome que te faltó

(Oh)(Oh)

Our one plus one was never twoNuestro uno más uno nunca fueron dos