The Last Goodbye

I've been locked inside this room
With these thoughts stuck in my head
Like a flower waiting to bloom
Like a child who never bled

I've been cursed with these ambitions
Like I'm on a sacred mission
Trying to convince myself it was a choice
So I can find strength to raise my voice

I know I’ve never been there before
But the world is calling for me outside the door
Warm winds wrapping me up
Now the silence isn’t enough

Gotta wave him the last goodbye
Gotta admit I wasn’t alright

Somebody paved the way for me
But I’m taking the next corner
I’ll find my own way to be free
While I’m stumbling through the borders

Finding balance on this sea
Why can’t I see what’s in front of me
Letting the waves take
Away the past and the ache

I know I’ve never been there before
But the world is calling for me outside the door
Warm winds wrapping me up
Now the silence isn’t enough

Gotta wave him the last goodbye
Gotta admit I wasn’t alright

On her knees
She’ll beg for a change
Not what he needs
Nowhere they’ll land

Gotta wave him the last goodbye
Gotta admit I wasn’t alright