THE DEEPEST THOUGHTS IN MY MIND

I feel like I'm out of my mind
But I don't know if I'll ever get back there
I feel like I'll sink deeper and deeper into this avalanche
I feel like I won't get out of here

So many mornings waking up confused
In my dreams I'm falling like a cannon
These feelings are slowly killing me in my mind

Now I'm crying in silence
Screaming until I'm voiceless
I'm scared of happiness
I need to get away from here
I need to get away from here
I'm sinking into the deepest thoughts in my mind
I feel like I'm near the end, these feelings are slowly killing me

I feel like I'll never get away
But I won't give up on anything
Be nasty not to please
It's not easy being a fool for love
What am I gonna do to last another day here?
It used to be so good when I tried to let it go

So many mornings waking up confused
In my dreams I'm falling like a cannon
These feelings are slowly killing me in my mind

Now I'm crying in silence
Screaming until I'm voiceless
I'm scared of happiness
I need to run away from here
I need to run away from here
I'm sinking into the deepest thoughts in my mind
I feel like I'm near the end, these feelings are slowly killing me

No-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm trying to run
No-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm trying

Now I'm crying in silence
Screaming until I'm voiceless
I'm scared of happiness
I need to run away from here
I need to run away from here
I'm sinking into the deepest thoughts in my mind
I feel like I'm near the end, these feelings are slowly killing me