So Much More

Down by the ocean
Where memories announce like waves
They tug and they pull yet I know

It's them I can't escape
They will control me
Like the summer moon that wanes

Now it's this in a call
And it's hard to feel your sentiment
My head runs like crazy
This reality is bent

And it will consume me
Though I know it shouldn't at all

A little dedication is all I can give you now
A gesture in words
A subtle vow
And a reminder of a moment we shared

I'm wide open
Maybe you'd be happy to know
That this vulnerability is finally starting to show
And it scares me to death
How did you get to expose me?

I think more of tomorrow
Today I can't appreciate
Where does the wind blow?
What direction will it take?
Will it subside?
Will it fade?
Cause I won't let it

I know there's a reason why
I took this path
And so did you
Now it's up to us to write the way

Plans are for planners
And I know we're both afraid
Of the consequences
And the grandeur they proclaim
But oh what a story
Oh what a tale