Confessionário

Confessional

Demons surround me
Wanting to steal my soul
The drug that kills me
Is the same that brings me calm

Drugged by the corner
Working on what I try
Some days I feel futile
And some days I'm a genius

Always far from the dust
Because from dust I will return
Everyone looking at me
Surprised how I arrived

I am beyond all this
That's what I always said
No one ever trusted
Everyone doubted

And they try to prejudge me
And want to measure my worth
Excuse me please
I am no longer a player

I played too much
I hid too much
Now the goal
Is to become the winner

And alone in this shit
I created my own world
I hid too much
I became very insecure

I don't want to live
But I don't want to lose
Living burdened
With the destiny to win

And everyone will say
To seek peace
But peace you will only have
When you no longer pulse

It's the story that matters to me
It's being able to open the door
To everything I feared
And traumas that come from school

I don't want charity
I just want to live well
But never as a nobody

I want to be far, beyond
My mom in Ralph Lauren
Driving Porsche and Benz
And from this horrible world
I stop being a hostage

No one knows me, but I'm doing fine
What pleases me is this wind that comes
I feel as if it were a voice from beyond
Winding me up, but I don't even know who I am

Using drugs every day
Turning my night
They think life is a problem
Man, if only it were
I'm using everything I can
I can't lose
All my focus

So I isolate myself like bam', like a crazy guy
So I isolate myself like Bach, Nietzsche and many dead
Everyone looking at me thinks I'm crazy
A madman, a genius, maybe who knows

All this is just part of a silly phase
All this is just part of a crazy idea
Or maybe I'm good and my idea is good
But no one will ever understand that my idea is serious

Many years living like a wanderer
Stuck to just one idea
One desire and one destiny
All who said they were friends
Just ran away, leaving me alone
Today I profit and they sniff dust
But I'm fine
Turning my hustle

Everyone just looks at me weird
That's what moves me
As Kafka said
The meaning of this life is that you die

Turning, turning, making money
Being more recognized than a funk singer
If I turn this game around, man, don't be surprised
Everyone who attacks me will bow in my blood

LW is not sauce, LW is pure malt
Success in my life
May money never fail me
May I do everything before I kill myself
May I do everything before I kill myself

Because I can't live, without first understanding
Because everyone fights knowing they will die
Because everyone begs for life without wanting
To live in this damn life

Who judges you and says you won't be anything
Who points at you and says everything will be in vain
If you don't have fame, a lot of money, and a mansion
Not that I care, but I don't want it to be in vain

Not that I care, but I don't want it to be in vain
Not that I care, but I don't want it to be in vain
If it's to live, it's by making a million
Not that I care, but I don't want it to be in vain
Not that I care, but I don't want it to be in vain
If it's to live, it's by making a million