Etude

The house is falling a part
The door frames are already skewed
It’s the land, it's sliding
Where did it go?
The solid ground
The safe and sound
The love?
We’re together
Alone

I am drowning in the feeling of not being enough
Where is my reward?
There is no reward
Then what am I doing?
What is it worth
If I can barely breathe?
Nothing

I try to be human
But everyone's staring at me
I probably have some leftovers on my face, or on my shirt
Fuck
What is a woman?
Get out of my way