Afraid of Myself

Afraid of Myself

Afraid of Myself

Just you and me, heySolos tú y yo, hey
You and meTú y yo
We're just one, without each other there's noneSolo somos uno, sin el otro no hay ninguno

I used to be afraid of dyingAntes tenía miedo de morir
Now of living while being deadAhora de vivir estando muerto
Being another character in the simsSer otro personaje de los sims
Getting up every day just for a damn paycheckLevantarnos cada día solo por un puto sueldo

I was scared of people's opinionsMe asustaba la opinión de la gente
That they make up things and don't care how you feelQue inventen y no importe lo que sientes
But I realized at the end of this mazePero me di cuenta al final de este laberinto
That the most toxic relationship I had was with myselfQue la relación más toxica que tuve fue conmigo mismo

And it's that instinct is treacherousY es que el instinto es traicionero
It screams crazy things until none scare youTe grita locuras hasta que ninguna te da miedo
There are only two options if you want to stay saneSolo hay dos opciones si quieres seguir cuerdo
Run from your demons or start to understand themCorrer de tus demonios o comenzar a entenderlos

Drunk amidst so much darkness and so many guardsEbrio entre tanta oscuridad y tanto guardia
The price of happiness is ignoranceEl precio de la felicidad es la ignorancia
Maybe it's already late and my mind is lostQuizá ya sea tarde y mi mente esté perdida
Time has grown tired of healing our woundsEl tiempo se ha cansado de curarnos las heridas

Just you and me, heyTú y yo, hey
You and meTú y yo
We're just one, without each other there's noneSolo somos uno, sin el otro no hay ninguno
Just you and me, heySolos tú y yo, hey
You and meTú y yo
I'm scared of what I have, so deep inside meMe asusta lo que tengo, tan dentro de mi

I'm not afraid of lifeI'm not afraid of life
Afraid of whysAfraid of whys
But now you're on my wayBut now you're on my way
No, I'm not afraid of timeNo, I'm not afraid of time
Afraid of liesAfraid of lies
But burning in my chestBut burning in my chest
Afraid of myselfAfraid of myself

I used to be afraid of not being lovedAntes tenía miedo de no ser amado
And now of falling in love too muchY ahora de enamorarme demasiado
Of having to open up to another personDe tener que abrirme a otra persona
And jot down in the diary another one who betrayed meY apuntar en el diario otra que me ha traicionado

They're scared that something might happen to themLes asusta que les pueda pasar algo
And I'm terrified that nothing will ever happen to meY a mí me acojona que nunca me pase nada
I'm bleeding out in the Roman coliseumEstoy desangrándome en el coliseo romano
And you're enjoying yourself masturbating from the standsY tú disfrutando masturbándote desde la grada

But I get homePero llego a casa
And the audience is goneY el publico se ha ido
The sound of silence that leaves you nakedEl ruido del silencio que te deja desvestido
Lost, just you and mePerdidos, solos tú y yo
But this is a gift and a senseless cursePero esto es un don y una maldición sin sentido

It won't be so bad if it feels goodNo será tan malo si se siente bien
The cold of the barrel brushing my templeEl frío del cañón rozando mi sien
Let's make way for the chorusDejemos paso al estribillo
I'm the gun and you pull the triggerYo soy la pistola y tú aprietas el gatillo

I'm not afraid of lifeI'm not afraid of life
Afraid of whysAfraid of whys
But now you're on my wayBut now you're on my way
No, I'm not afraid of timeNo, I'm not afraid of time
Afraid of liesAfraid of lies
But burning in my chestBut burning in my chest
Afraid of myselfAfraid of myself

You nowYou now
Sometimes you're not scared of anythingSometimes you're not scared of anything
But yourselfBut yourself
If we wanna' now where we're goin'If we wanna' now where we're goin'
We need to understandWe need to understand
Where we come fromWhere we come from