Hardest Thing

I am not at will
To contemplate just how I feel.
And I still hesitate
To tell you what is real and fake.
And I will not obey
To all this mortal sin.
And I will bring you down
So that you come around

And I'm not giving up this dream for you.
'Cause its the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Well this is delirium
That crumble down as kingdom come.
And did I go to far
To put you where you are?
And I will not give in
To all this mortal sin
And I will bring you down
So that you come around.

And I'm not giving up this dream for you.
'Cause its the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

And I'm not giving up this dream for you.
'Cause its the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

And I know what I have to do
have to do.
There'll be blood in my solitude
solitude solitude.
yeah!

Well can you help me?
Am I coming in clear?
'Cause I will not tell you what you need to do.
I hope that you'll be there.

And I'm not giving up this dream for you.
'Cause its the hardest thing I've ever had to do.