Keep Me Down

Today is a day that feels light
Inflict the shame you sent my way
I'll never fall again, hypocrisy rains down so hard
I'm not ready

So this is how I feel?
Breaking from the inside, all the time

Tell me, what's the price I gotta pay?

Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm running away from myself
It's too heavy to carry it all with me
Coming back heavy
Pick me up

It hides like a ghost like I taught you
It buries itself, it embeds itself, to defy me
Of all the places I could be
I still see you

I guess this is how I feel
Speaking from the dark side of my mind

Tell me, what's the price I gotta pay?

Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm running away from myself
It's too heavy to carry it all with me
I come back heavy
Lift me up

You can't knock me down or push me
Into the trenches
Against the wall
So you wanna test me now?
While the others beg and don't
Repent
You were worthy of being chosen to suffer
And I won't dig up your memories again

Tell me, what's the price I must pay?
Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm running away from myself
It's too heavy to carry it all with me
I come back heavy
Lift me up

Tell me, what's the price I must pay?
Keep me down
Keep me down