Temptation or restraint

I've won and I've lost
The struggle tears me apart
The final judgement means much to me
I try to follow my heart
I know that I try
But are my efforts too weak

It's just a matter of right or wrong
It's what I do and not what I speak
I can't believe there is no hope

Or else I am sure to give in
I have to keep my faith alive and
Tell myself not to give in

I know that I try
But are my efforts too late
Will I be able to right my wrongs
Will I be able to conquer my hate

Temptation or restraint
The choice is left up to me
In the end I hope I prove my faith
In he who judges me