Delusion Of My Shame

Death smiles looking right through my eyes
So maybe tell me why
You didn't look at my face
I was lost in a haze
I should have disappeared
But I lost my chance
Now I'm trapped in this place
Feels like my mind is

Being erased, I feel confusion in pain
Can't you just wait? It's too soon to be away
Soul is in line, but the thrill was too great
Love being this way, this is the dellusion of my shame

Where I am, so cold, can't feel my legs
Head is turning, I just see the flashing lights
Somebody help me, I can feel my heart stopping, why?
As I look at my creeping death, I'm

Being erased, I feel confusion in pain
Can't you just wait? It's too soon to be away
Soul is in line, but the thrill was too great
Love being this way, this is the dellusion of my shame