Just To Know

S it worth looking love in the face?
Say you’re tired of her honourable ways? And let lust destroy this place
Or
Is it worth letting fire from these veins Striking off, runaway with no trace, Ignite my duty filled space
Just to know

How it feels to be free, How it feels to implode, How it feels to be hurt, To destroy all I know, Just to know how it feels

Should I listen to the demons of choice?
The ones who tell me all my values are void, Let envy steal this joy
Or
Should I act on the fatal fantasies?
That tempt and test me through dreams, Should I lash out?
Should I lash out?
Just to see

How it feels to be free, How it feels to implode, How it feels to be hurt, To destroy all I know, Just to know how it feels

If I ever slow down
If I ever slow down I’ll need therapy, Oh God if I ever slow down
If I ever slow down
Will the guilt catch me?

How it feels to be free, How it feels to implode, How it feels to be hurt, To destroy all I know, Just to know how it feels