Decidí Callarme

I Decided To Keep Quiet

Decidí Callarme

I woke up with an idea in my mindDesperté con una idea en la mente
I don't know if I'm going to say what exactlyNo sé si voy a decir lo que exactamente
I feel and want without being affected by emotionSiento y quiero sin que la emoción me afecte
I hope knowing that you are listening to me does not affect meOjalá saber que me estás escuchando no me afecte

During this time apart I couldn't stop thinkingEste tiempo separados no dejé de pensar
In how well we had a good time, in that we never stoppedEn lo bien que pasamos, en que jamás nos atajamos
In the new things I have to tell youEn las cosas nuevas que tengo para contarte
In the new places we can visitEn los lugares nuevos que podemos visitar

I started calling youEmpecé a llamarte
I took a deep breath before speaking to youRespiré hondo antes de hablarte

But I decided to keep quietPero decidí callarme
Lay down and hold onAcostarme y aguantarme
Getting used to it againVolver a acostumbrarme
To sleep without youA dormir sin vos
And before two o'clockY antes de las dos

Try not to get my hopes upTratar de no ilusionarme
I'll be content with what I haveCon lo que tengo contentarme
Smile and imagine meSonreír e imaginarme
I see you againQue te vuelvo a ver
And nothing hurts againY nada vuelve a doler

I know that words are carried away by the windYo sé que las palabras se las lleva el viento
And I know that you are more about actions than behaviorY sé que sos de hechos más que comportamiento
I told you everything in the letter I left on the tableTe dije todo en la carta que dejé sobre la mesa
Today is Tuesday and your laughter resonates throughout my roomHoy es martes y tu risa resuena en toda mi pieza

The anguish is about to kill meLa angustia me está por matar
And I don't want him to leave me aloneY no quiero que me deje en paz
Because it's the only thing I have left of youPorque es lo único que me queda de vos

I want to know your plans for the weekQuiero saber tus planes de la semana
I want to find you for a snackQuiero buscarte para merendar
I want to cry with you in silenceQuiero llorar contigo en silencio
I want something serious so I can forget youQuiero algo grave para poderte olvidar

I want to do the things we had pendingQuiero hacer las cosas que teníamos pendientes
I want to be included in your lifeQuiero estar incluido en tu vida
I want to tell you about my weekQuiero contarte sobre mi semana
I want to try and not failQuiero intentar y no fallar
I want to try and not failQuiero intentar y no fallar

I tried to run away very fast, but he still caught meTraté de huir muy rápido, igual me alcanzó
I find it hard to believe that it is real and happenedMe cuesta creer que es real y pasó
We managed to wake up from the nightmareDe la pesadilla logramos despertar
But we could never return homePero a casa jamás pudimos regresar