What A Time

Awake in bed
Blue light fills up the room
The pounding in my chest
Is counting towards the end

Will I go calmly when I’m eighty-something
I don’t want to die alone
The air’s so heavy
Even birds are holding back their song

I’m so tired but I can’t force myself to sleep
My anxiety is choking me with the headlines on the screen
(I wish I could unsee)
Tell me what am I supposed to fear
If the world is gonna disappear tonight
Without a hope in sight
What a time to be alive

Our history
Will be our own demise
Unable to focus, when all that I know is
Ending right before my eyes

I’m so tired but I can’t force myself to sleep
My anxiety is choking me with the headlines on the screen
(I wish I could unsee)
Tell me what am I supposed to fear
If the world is gonna disappear tonight
Without a hope in sight
What a time to be alive

Overthinking
You believe that the world is sinking
No one cares at all

Am I paranoid
(You’re overthinking)
Just can’t ignore
(The world is sinking)
Am I paranoid
Am I paranoid

I’m so tired but I can’t force myself to sleep
My anxiety is choking me with the headlines on the screen
(I wish I could unsee)
Tell me what am I supposed to fear
If the world is gonna disappear tonight
Without a hope in sight
What a time to be alive

I’m so tired but I can’t force myself to sleep
My anxiety is choking me with the headlines on the screen
(I wish I could unsee)
Tell me what am I supposed to fear
If the world is gonna disappear tonight
Without a hope in sight
What a time to be alive