I have more than one soul

I am the flower soft in a breeze
I am the boulder firm to the freeze
I'll be the bad guy, dark to the bone
But I'll be a light, a lantern, a love
I am a mother, father and kid
I am estranged and I am a friend
I've been to heaven, I've been to hell
Is there a difference? I can't tell

I'll hold the world and take it apart
Or sit on the shelf, point as I laugh
Cry at the birth of my friend's child
But numb myself to the horrors around
I've got guilty thoughts like you
Should I be helping more than I do?
I'm just tryna get outta bed
Survive in a world that wants me scared

'Cause everyday, I'm alone
And all together
Yeah, everyday, I feel all alone
And all together, but

I have more than one soul in me
That I let you see
I have more than one soul in me
It's 'bout time to let them free

I took a hammer to the heart
Split me open, spilled my past
But giving up ain't giving up till
You're pushing daisies through the dirt
Biting hard on leather straps
Smile for you as I collapse
Take me all or leave me be
I'm a freer man, now I finally see it

I have more than one soul in me
That I let you see
I have more than one soul in me
It's 'bout time to let them free