Secret Pain

In more ways then one I've been fighting the gravity
It pulled me back to you
You could find yourself or the true side of loyalty
It broke me as the sun comes through my window
We are nearly alone
In many years from now you'll find yourself with a family
And they won't wait for you
You couldn't find yourself
You couldn't find any honestly
It broke me as the sun comes through my window
Alone indoors

Break me off on another day when I prayed for you
There wasn't much to say, I threw you out on a holiday
When I looked for you, you didn't wanna play
What we had today
I'll remember it
And I'm not taking chances with our friendship
Separate rooms
Cure me of you somehow. (so inside out I feel)
He's just a bit too cautious
He knows just when to leave
And I spoke to her about him, her eyes say she believes