Crush

Early mourning, tears with warning
Drinking coffee to avoid sleep

I know that when I close my eyes
The spirit of you will arise
It's no wonder that I nearly died

Windshield pieces in the creases of my jacket
I collapse

I know that when I close my eyes
The spirit of you will arise
It's no wonder that I nearly died
For all of the tears that I cried
I wish that it kept you alive
That's why I take pills by the pile

Shattered pelvis, leg in plaster
I remember everything

I know that when I close my eyes
The spirit of you will arise
It's no wonder that I nearly died
For all of the tears that I cried
I wish that it kept you alive
I guess God is not on my side