SIN QUERER QUERIENDO

Without Wanting to Want

SIN QUERER QUERIENDO

I realized I was made of glassMe di cuenta que estaba hecho de cristal
When I broke for you, literallyAl romperme por ti en sentido literal
I felt the cold of metal in my chestSentí en mi pecho el frío del metal
And you didn't even need to shootY no te hizo falta ni disparar

I say I control itDigo yo controlo
I end up at the afterpartyAcabo en el after
I act outMe porto mal
I don't want to admit thatNo quiero aceptar que
Once I get inLuego de entrar
There's no getting out of youDe ti no se sale
Make me forget youOblígame a olvidarte

Even if you wake upAunque despiertes
All my troublesTodos mis males
After youDespués de ti
Nothing matters to meYa nada me vale
I close the door andCierro la puerta y
Swallow the keyTrago la llave
I force myself to forget youMe obligo a olvidarte

And no matter how much I tryY por más que me obligo
I can't even forget youNi queriendo te olvido
Why would I even tryPa' que lo iba a intentar
When I already know the endSi ya me sé el final
No matter how much I ask youPor más que te lo pido
You keep making noiseSigues haciendo ruido
I won't try againNo lo vuelvo a intentar

I know forgetting you will be a waste of timeSé que olvidarte será perder el tiempo
I keep thinking of you without wanting toVuelvo a pensarte sin querer queriendo
I know forgetting you will be a waste of timeSé que olvidarte será perder el tiempo
I keep thinking of you without wanting toVuelvo a pensarte sin querer queriendo

Sit down if you're waiting for meSiéntate si me esperas
Even though I still love you, it's not what it wasAunque siga queriéndote ya no es lo que era
You had me like a dog in a kennelTú que me tuviste como un perro en perrera
I'm tired of being tied to your sideMe cansé de estar atado a tu vera
So you figure it outAsí que tú verás

I was just a pastime for youYo para ti fui un pasatiempo
You were just the crowd at concerts for meTú pa' mí la gente en los conciertos
That girl I gave everything toEsa niña a la que yo le di to'
Is the same one who took it all awayEs la misma que to' me lo quitó

You made me a part of your lifeDe tu vida me hiciste parte
You left me out of your lifeDe tu vida me dejaste a parte
You took a part of meDe mí te llevaste una parte
And it breaks me just thinking of youY me parte solo de pensarte

And I force myself to forget youY me obligo a olvidarte
And I force myself to forget youY me obligo a olvidarte

And no matter how much I tryY por más que me obligo
I can't even forget youNi queriendo te olvido
Why would I even tryPa' que lo iba a intentar
When I already know the endSi ya me sé el final
No matter how much I ask youPor más que te lo pido
You keep making noiseSigues haciendo ruido
I won't try againNo lo vuelvo a intentar

I know forgetting you will be a waste of timeSé que olvidarte será perder el tiempo
I keep thinking of you without wanting toVuelvo a pensarte sin querer queriendo
I know forgetting you will be a waste of timeSé que olvidarte será perder el tiempo
I keep thinking of you without wanting toVuelvo a pensarte sin querer queriendo

I realized I was made of glassMe di cuenta que estaba hecho de cristal
When I broke for you, literallyAl romperme por ti en sentido literal
I felt the cold of metal in my chestSentí en mi pecho el frío del metal
And you didn't even need to shootY no te hizo falta ni disparar