Die

I get up a little earlier than usual
Lethargic, weak
I'm tired, but my heart refuses to stop fighting

My lips are dry, I feel exhausted
Ultimately, I gave the best of me
Loved you as far as could
And I feel that somehow...
My heart is still beating
For you

My tears are your
Take my soul
Hold my, my hands, icy
Take my heart, break it again
Only you have the power to do

The drugs are in my blood
They are the ones that keep me from going crazy
Their hallucinations
Torn photos
Give me more morphine
The pain is too much to bear

I feel my eyes close
I'm getting more crazy every little moment
I remember having spent at his side
Every idiot tear
Each sneer his
Each word selfish
But still I wish you were here
So I would not have to be alone
I would not have to fight alone

I wish it had been different
Did not wrong counting on you
Wish you were here
Then there would have to be you and me
Be us against the world
And the world against us

I so wish you were here
And then, I would not have to fight alone
I wish you were by my side

Sweet words
Thrown towards the wind

It may not matter now, but I wanted that kiss was not a farewell
It may not matter now, but I loved you so far
It may not matter to you... This crossroads we find ourselves