Packet Hero

Packet Hero

Packet Hero

The warmth that seeps in, a dreamy state burned into my mind
つたうぬくもり、焼きついた夢心地
tsutau nukumori, yakitsuita yumekokochi
Trembling as if biting each other
噛みつくように震え合って
kamitsuku you ni furueatte!
A future with no one to believe in or address
誰も信じない宛もない未来
dare mo shinjinai ate mo nai mirai
I want to feel strongly until I believe
信じるまで強く感じたいな
shinjau made tsuyoku kanjitai na
Isn't it strange?
ってさぁ、おかしいな
tte saa, okashii na
I want to touch your fear
君の怖さに触れたいよ
kimi no kowasa ni furetai yo
Torn feelings, love and tension
張り裂ける想い、恋と張り返えていけ
harisakeru omoi, koi to harikaete ike!

Because they're worthless treasures
くだらない宝物だからこそ
kudaranai takaramono dakara koso
I can't let go honestly
素直には手放せないんだな
sunao ni wa tebanasenainda na
All the beats in the opacity
不透の中ありったけの鼓動
futou no naka arittake no kodou
Are turned into trash today
今日もゴミにしていた
kyou mo gomi ni shite ita?

The unchanging, shallow repetition I hold
抱いた変わらない、浅い繰り返し
daita kawaranai, asai kurikaeshi
Instinctively scheming
本能的に仕組って
honnouteki ni shikujitte!
A future where no one can return or address
誰も帰れない宛もない未来
daremo kaerenai ate mo nai mirai
I want to feel deeply until I cry
泣いちゃうまで深く感じたいな
naichau made fukaku kanjitai na
Isn't it cute?
ってさぁ、かわいいな
tte saa, kawaii na
I want to love with your kindness
君の優しさで愛でたいよ
kimi no yawasa de medetai yo
I like you giving up everything
いっそのこととあきらめる君が好き
isso no koto to akira meru kimi ga suki!

I feel like I'm about to stop, can't hear my breath
止まりそうさ息の音聞き取れない
tomarisou sa iki no ne kikitorenai
I don't know what I did
何がしたのか分からないんだな
nani ga shita no ka wakarenainda na
It tires me to remember
思い出すと疲れちゃうのだ
omoidasu to tsukarechau no da
Don't let go of my hand
手を離さないでね
te wo hanasanaide ne?

I protected only one thing
たったひとつだけ守っていた
tatta hitotsu dake mamotte ita
Cut the proof cleanly
証をスパッと切って
akashi wo supatto kitte
For the sake of a reward, I pried it open
見返り目がけてこじ開けていた
mikaeri megakete kojiakete ita?
A boring holiday
つまらない休日
tsumaranai kyoubi

Don't just stare at the distance
詰まる距離見はってないで
tsumaru kyori mihattenai de
Now, I finally realized
今、やっと気づいたんだ
ima, yatto kizuitanda
In the gaping wound
ぱっくり空いた傷口に
pakkuri aita kizuguchi ni!
I won't convey it by chasing making-of videos
メイキング動画おっかけて伝えない
meikingu douga okkakete tsutanai

Trying to spit out words
言葉を吐きかけようで
kotoba wo hakikakeyou de
The good luck charm is a good violation, I'm tired
きっこうふだ好反則くたびれた
kikkoufu da kouhansen kutabireta
Slapping your cheek
頬を張りますと
ho wo harimasu to
The irregularity of getting a surprise
まさかまさかのヒアガッタ不定期
masaka masaka no hiagatta futeiki
The gaping wound won't close
航路空いた傷口が塞がらないなぁ
kouro aita kizuguchi ga fusagaranai naa

Only the painful parts I don't understand
本性わからない痛いとこばっか
honshou wakaranai itai toko bakka
Teasing them emotionally
感動的にイジくって
kandouteki ni ijikutte
A lukewarm dizziness that doesn't last long
長つづきしないなまぬるいめまい
nagatsuzuki shinai namanurii memai
I want to cling until it breaks
壊れるまでつかりつかりたいな
kowareru made tsukari tsukaritai na

Isn't it happy?
ってさぁ、嬉しいな
tte saa, ureshii na
Even if I'm hated, I love being happy
嫌われたって幸せだ大好きだよ
kirawaretatte shiawase da daisuki da yo
I like you, looking down
とうつむく、君が好き
to utsumuku, kimi ga suki
So, what should we do?
でさぁ、どうしよう
de saa, doushiyou?
Let's do this
こうしようか
koushiyou ka!

There's a feverish innocence there
そこに熱っぽい溢れた無邪気さだってさ
soko ni nettori afureta mujaki sa datte sa
Exhausted, torn, and fading
ぐったり破れて消えあせる
guttari yaburete kie aseru
So secretly, I'll tightly
ならこっそり心をきつく
nara kossori kokoro wo kitsuku
Squeeze my heart
絞ってみせる
shibatte miseru!
S-s-s-s-s-s, Lady for your love
せせせせせとレディーフォーユアラブ
se se se se se to redii foo yuaa rabu

Eyes filled with tears, the reason for holding back
涙目吐き溜め変わりばえの理由
namidame hakidame kawaribae no riyuu
I don't want to hear it, it hurts, I want to cry
聞きたくない痛い痛いないていたい
kikitakunai itai itai naiteitai
Addicted to the sweet voice and scent
甘ったるい声匂いに夢中
amattarui koe nioi ni muchuu
Chu-chu-chu-chu-chu
ちゅちゅちゅちゅちゅ
chuu chuu chuu chuu chuu
Lady for your love
でレディーフォーユアラブ
de redii foo yuaa rabu

I kept silent about only one thing
たったひとつだけ黙っていた
tatta hitotsu dake damatteita
Cutting open the secret
秘密を切り開いて
himitsu wo kirihiraite
Burying the love full of wounds
生傷だらけの愛を埋んだ
namakizu darake no ai wo umunda
A boring holiday, don't just stare at the distance
つまらない休日詰まる距離見はってないで
tsumaranai kyoubi tsumaru kyori mihattenaide
Now I finally realized, roughly
今やっと気づいたんだざっくり
ima yatto kizuitanda zakkuri
The torn left chest
裂けた左胸
saketa hidari mune

Chasing after something called love
愛とか言うものおっかけて
ai toka iu mono okkakete
Let's get drunk on a thrilling pain
どきつい痛みに酔いしれよう
dokitsui itami ni yoishireyou
Talking to anyone and everyone
誰彼構わず声かけて
darekare kamawazu koe kakete
Looking for grounded feet
地につく足を探している
ji ni tsuku ashi wo sagashiteiru

Taking away the twisted dreams
こじれ切った夢そぎ取って
kojirekitta yume sogitotte
I was empty
からっぽだった私
karappo datta watashi
It seems like I've grown up since that day
あの日から大人になったみたい
ano hi kara otona ni nattamitai

How long do I want to keep crying?
いつまで泣いていたい
itsu made naite itai
I still don't understand anything
何もわかっていない
nanimo wakatteinai