Brains

Am I dead? Well if I am, how come I am still a kid?
Warm with piss, I shouted to sis
Can you make it better with a big kiss?
Maybe it was the start of this month
That has me entirely too fucked up
Or maybe I'm just getting too old
Trapped in the back with the rest of the world

Maybe I'm just ancient
To my old friends
Or maybe I'm just making things up
But I don't really think I could

So I'll comb my hair, look at you stare
As I'm ripped apart by a mad bear
I'm not sleeping, I'm not dreaming
So I guess I'm just waiting
For someone to say that it's okay
That you had to go away
Cut in two, completely see through
Losing control of what's me and you

Just let me slip into the white nice room
That you painted me into
I promise that I won't make any noise
Or make things worse than they have to

Teach me how to not care
About these tiny feelings
That have me up at night for nothing

Maybe I'm just ancient
To all of my friends
Or maybe I'm just making things up
But I hope that I never could