Frightening

A person like me finds it hard
To show emotion
Especially when it has to be positive
I love you but you will never figure it out
Cause my personality is freaking you out

Me I got used to it,I learned to live with it
And maybe one day I'll get rid of me
This is the price I have to pay
For using too much my brain

I really want to get better
But it's not that easy
I'll probably send you a letter
To express my apology
I hope you don't misunderstand me
But I have no idea
Of what's going on inside me
Nothing's interesting and everything's frightening

I'm really grateful for all you've done
Don't you ever think I don't appreciate you enough
No it's really not that
It's me,with myself I have problems
Which I'm trying to solve
I've tried everything but nothing works
Someday nothing will matter anyway
Will anyone miss me when I'll go away

I really want to get better
But it's not that easy
I'll probably send you a letter
To express my apology
I hope you don't misunderstand me
But I have no idea
Of what's going on inside me
Nothing's interesting and everything's frightening