Mood

Sometimes I sense that I'm getting it too far
Thank God that feeling doesn't last
Those who I truly love I hurt
And it's too late until they overcome

Then once again I'll go away
Because I regret for the mistake I made
And these words back I'll take
I don't want you this to face

But me I can't look sad
Because it'll be considered bad
And I can't let my anger to be seen
Because I 'll be characterized weak
Always to hide what I want to say
And what I feel always because
That's what the others believe

I don't know what is this
That makes me from everyone
Keep a distance
Maybe because I'm afraid
Of their aggressive stance
The loneliness doesn't seem now irritating
Neither their words are no longer humiliating

But me I can't look sad
Because it'll be considered bad
And I can't let my anger to be seen
Because I 'll be characterized weak
Always to hide what I want to say
And what I feel always because
That's what the others believe

What's going on with my mood
My happiness disappears soon
In the depression myself I lose