Obliged

I need to concentrate
But my mind is somewhere else
The truth if I could change
So it would hurt less

How much I'd like to quit this life
Can't tolerate their world
It's getting worse each time
Won't behave as I'm told

Maybe I'm searching for something
I can't achieve
When did I stop believe
Everything so different as I thought it would be
I really want to leave and go where
Do I even belong somewhere

Tired of feeling obliged
In doing things that don't express me
Well this isn't me
A normal person I just can't be

Maybe I'm searching for something
I can't achieve
When did I stop believe
Everything so different as I thought it would be
I really want to leave and go where
Do I even belong somewhere

I'm the only responsible for this
4 miserable years of waste
Now I'm going to change it
Time to fix my psychological state