Still Hoping For Nothing

You have planned my own life
Without even ask me if this decision I desire
In my eyes you don't seem to care
And it wasn't like my thoughts with you I didn't share

I just want to make it now happen
I'm tired of waiting for tomorrow and after
Knowing inside me that someday I'll might find it
The dream I'm wishing for it, in front of me all of a sudden
All the time I'm trying and only for this worth crying
With this thought in my mind every night I'm lying
Until I wake up and realise it's never coming
Am I still hoping for nothing

I know you will say that this is only for my own good
Anyway you never believed that I could
Honestly this sounds so crazy to come true

I just want to makе it now happen
I'm tired of waiting for tomorrow and after
Knowing insidе me that someday I'll might find it
The dream I'm wishing for it, in front of me all of a sudden
All the time I'm trying and only for this worth crying
With this thought in my mind every night I'm lying
Until I wake up and realise it's never coming
Am I still hoping for nothing