I Can't Fit In

I sleep at three am
Stay up late night, can't stop scrolling
The only peace I get is in my bed
Don't wanna hear a sound in the morning

But my phone keeps on ringing
My heart steady beaten
Still can't find my meaning
It's hard to find a reason
When everybody's dreamin'
My dreams feel repeated

Is this all there is?
This world feels so big
Still I can't fit in
I can't fit in
Is this all there is?
This world feels so big
Still I, I can't fit

Into what they want me to be so I'll
Never go and get that college degree
I gotta do what's right for me
Even if I'm not sure I gotta believe that
Things will turn out my way
Even if the sky's are grey
No, I'll never be the same
X's on my paper frame

I'll shout
From the rooftop singing
Everybody's gonna know my name
So I gotta be loud
Don't turn it down
Can't let outside noise drown you out
I hear it now, lay your, lay your name from the crowd
I know, I-I know I'll never fit in
I can't fit in

Is this all there is?
This world feels so big
Still I, can't fit
I can't fit
I can't fit in
This world feels so big
Still I, I can't fit
I can't fit
I can't fit in
This world feels so big
Still I, I can't fit