​after hours (interlude)

So was I lost
Maybe I was high in the moment
Maybe I was trying to enjoy it
I know it wasn't easy
No one believes me
And being alone
Feels a little better than the crowd now
I just need a minute when I calm down
So now I'm alone
Stuck in the corner

King-sized bed make you feel so small
When it's after hours and the curtains fall
I just lay on it
Is there something, please
And the things feel hot, but the night's so low
Give my biggest smile, but it's just for show
And it stays the same
I can feel the flame

Is it wrong
Let me know it hits the hardest
How I'm always feels the farthest
Alone at the end of the party
It's been too long
Now I wanna feel so guarded
Still, I gotta feel so heartless
Alone at the end of the party