The Hill

Walking up the hill tonight
when you have closed your eyes
I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise
Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning
I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning

Where are you my angel now
Don't you see me crying
I know that you can do it all
but you can't say I'm not trying
I'm on my knees in front of him
but he doesn't seem to see me
With all his troubles on this mind
is looking right through me
and I'm letting myself down
by satisfying you
and I wish that you could see
I have my troubles too

Looking at you sleeping
I'm with the man I know
I'm sitting here weeping
while the hours pass so slow
I know that in the morning
I have to let you go
and you'll be just a man
once I used to know
Before these past few days
someone I don't recognize
This isn't all my fault
When will you realize

Looking at you leaving
I'm looking for a sign