Lowest Of The Low

I don't know
I don't know

I felt the burden of expectation
Bringing dark clouds to my door
No longer fit the mold she created
My mother's virtues I ve ignored

It just felt right to be here
Under my skin so deep it grows

Find enough time to be worthy
My experience is never enough
Find enough time to be honest
Lowest of the low

I don't know
I don't know

I can't compete against my demons
Of the challenges anymore
Then the real me I see the mirror
And when I figured out I showed the knot
Going backward looking forward
Remove the English at my car
Know the theraoy I can master
There s more of me to ignore

Lowest of the low

Find enough time to be worthy
My experience is never enough
Find enough time to be honest
Lowest of the low