The Awake In The Beginning Of The End

And now, I’m wothless
For you I’m just a scumbag
I’m lost, in this darkness
My heart is trying to breath in

My head is blowing
Myself, just a mirror
Of a life in a pure decay
Detroying the beaty of love
With fucking fury

Right now, my conscience are so clear,
I don’t try to run from myself
I gave up from my concepts of life and hope,
Pleasure and pain
From here, I’ll turn my live on a life
I have to do it
And I know, that I’ll win this fucking war
Inside of my head

Don’t pretend to be a victim of a war
That you alredy did
Don’t try to fuck with me now
Everytime my mind tries
To tell me what is right

But I just listen to what is wrong
I have to change this;
Now I have to get in focus
‘Cause the time is running
And the future is coming.
Devastating, blowing my life in pieces
Lik a fucking puzzle that I can’t solve.
I will win this battle with my head up high and with
Love in my heart

Right now, my conscience are so clear,
I don’t try to run from myself
I gave up from my concepts of life and hope,
Pleasure and pain
From here, I’ll turn my live on a life
I have to do it

And I know, that I’ll win this fucking war
Inside of my head
I’ll win this fucking
War inside of my head