4000 Days Plus The Ones I Don't Remember

You’re so right, it’s hard to find the perfect frame of mind
Every time I try to speak, I just crumble underneath to say the things
Like I miss you
My hands are shaking, God I'm sorry
My heart just dropped a thousand stories
Here you’re far enough away that I can’t reach you in a day
And I, I won’t lie, yes I'm scared inside

You don’t have to say goodbye when I see it in your eyes
Does it get easier like we’re told?
Because the hardest part I know, is letting anything go

I'm unprepared, I know it’s hard to feel the love when I'm never there
You make it tough to even breathe, each time you cry it ruins me
It’s not ok, but it has to be
My hands are shaking, God I'm sorry
My heart just dropped a thousand stories
Here you’re far enough away that I can’t reach you in a day
And I, I won’t lie, yes I'm scared inside

You don’t have to say goodbye when I see it in your eyes
Does it get easier like we’re told?
Because the hardest part I know, is letting anything go