Reconcile Awake

Into my sullen eyes
She watched
I steal away
Pale in tone she slowly falls
Every night
Made it hard to reconcile awake

In dreams I color mountains
Alive waiting for the feel of rain
To recall is sentimental
Reasons
Every night she falls and slips away
To tell in now reminds me of that day
It's supposed to

On an open door says
Enter as I left there feeling
No expectations
She'd be waiting for my return

Cast through the window
That which you have doubt
In so long
As we belong to ourselves until
Emptiness
Fed up with us starts up again
These callused hands can open up raw and
Feel again
Most of us love but never find out
Said alone
Won't help you underestimate
Her as you walk out I forgot all

I don't want you
Just for the right to
I don't feel anyone could understand
Time is detrimental
Reasons
Every night she falls and slips away
To tell it now reminds me of that day
It's supposed to

Lift up your frozen
Eyelids
Appearance is everything
Motionless with a sordid smile
So wash your face and