これを依存と呼ぶなら (kore wo izon to yobu nara)

If You Call It Dependence

これを依存と呼ぶなら (kore wo izon to yobu nara)

Behind the closed door, I was alone
閉ざされた扉、私は独り
tozasareta tobira, watashi wa hitori
Dreaming of you, bound by mud
泥を貪った君との夢を見てた
doro wo musubatta kimi to no yume wo miteta
Wrapping my arms around you like wings
絡めた腕を浴槽に浸し
karameta ude wo yokusou ni hitashi
The remaining love, I hide it in my mouth
残された合鍵、口の中へ隠す
nokosareta aokagi, kuchi no naka e kakusu

The dream I told and the rosary I chose
語った夢と選んだロザリオ
katatta yume to eranda rozario
On my neck, your bite marks remain
私の首筋 君の歯形が残る
watashi no kubisuji kimi no hagata ga nokoru
On the last night, my heart dances in the air
最後の夜に心は宙を舞う
saigo no yoru ni kokoro wa chuu wo mau
Cold gaze, silence, abandoned in an embrace
冷たい眼差し、無言、抱き捨てられる
tsumetai manazashi, mugon, dakisuterareru

Choking me
あー、首を締め上げて
aa, kubi wo shimeagete
I was crying
あー、泣いていた私
aa, naiteita watashi
Seeing you smile
あー、笑う君を見て
aa, warau kimi wo mite
"Kill me" with that love
あー、「殺して」その愛で
aa, 「koroshite」sono ai de

If you call this dependence, I will be burned by hellfire
これを依存と呼ぶなら私は業火に焼かれ
kore wo izon to yobu nara watashi wa gōka ni yakare
Let's sprout wings and fly in the shape you desired
君が求めた形に羽根でも生やして飛びましょう
kimi ga motometa katachi ni hane demo hayashite tobimashou
If you call this dependence, I will sink deep in the water
これを依存と呼ぶなら私は水の中深く
kore wo izon to yobu nara watashi wa mizu no naka fukaku
There's no reason for you to worry about the shape you seek
君が求めた形に悩む理由もないでしょう?
kimi ga motometa katachi ni nayamu riyuu mo nai deshou?

Awakening from sleep, I am alone
眠りから覚めた私は独り
nemuri kara sameta watashi wa hitori
The rosary we chose together was scattered
二人で選んだロザリオが散っていた
futari de eranda rozario ga chitte ita
Yesterday's you had cold eyes
昨日の君は冷たい目でした
kinou no kimi wa tsumetai me deshita
I can't remember the last words
最後の言葉は思い出せないまま
saigo no kotoba wa omoidasenai mama

If you call this dependence, I will be burned by hellfire
これを依存と呼ぶなら私は業火に焼かれ
kore wo izon to yobu nara watashi wa gōka ni yakare
Let's sprout wings and fly in the shape you desired
君が求めた形に 羽根でも生やして飛びましょう
kimi ga motometa katachi ni hane demo hayashite tobimashou
Love and the scattered rosary, you leave without a word
愛と散ったロザリオ 君は何も言わずに
ai to chitta rozario kimi wa nani mo iwazu ni
Leaving a photo from that day by my pillow
枕元に一枚、あの日の写真を残す
makuramoto ni ichimai, ano hi no shashin wo nokosu

If you call this dependence, I will be burned by hellfire
これを依存と呼ぶなら私は業火に焼かれ
kore wo izon to yobu nara watashi wa gōka ni yakare
I will kneel at any time in the shape you desire
君が求めた形にいつでも跪きましょう
kimi ga motometa katachi ni itsudemo hizamazukimashou
If you call this dependence, if you call this dependence
これを依存と呼ぶならこれを依存と呼ぶなら
kore wo izon to yobu nara kore wo izon to yobu nara
I will disappear in the shape you desire
君が求めた形に私は消えてしまおう
kimi ga motometa katachi ni watashi wa kiete shimaou