I still sit when I pee

I'd wonder why corpses disguise themselves in the morning
Pretending that they enjoy submitting to words
I can hear them now, whatever you do
Just don't let your feelings breed
And then call it mercy
Don't let yourself bleed
These waters aren't empty

Of default emotions, the primitive ones always win
The cannibalism that everyone claims to hate
Most assume, surely he's numb by now
But I just need to say one thing

I can feel everything
And I'm tired of pretending that I don't for you
I have to be heartless
Or I'll die alone

Losing everyone
Losing everything
Just so I can find some peace
It's just me, the Sun, and some trees

No pity for those born on death row
Just move forward, force a grin, and carry your cross

I know I shouldn't let the world bleed into me
I'm alive out of spite for the hate my mind has for my life