Jenn, Pt. 2

Jenn, Pt. 2

Jenn, Pt. 2

You didn't leave, you stayed despite everythingNo te fuiste, te quedaste a pesar de todo
But I wasn't the same anymore, I admit itPero yo ya no era el mismo, lo reconozco
After the blow, my love fadedDespués del golpe, el amor se me apagó
And you were shining, but I was clouded insideY tú brillabas, pero yo me nublé por dentro

I hugged you out of habit, not out of faithTe abrazaba por costumbre, no por fe
I looked at you and didn't feel what I felt yesterdayTe miraba y no sentía lo de ayer
I changed without wanting to admit itFui cambiando sin quererlo admitir
And I began to let you goY empecé a dejarte ir

It's my fault, if I stopped loving you in silenceCulpa mía, si te dejé de amar en silencio
I didn't feel your tears on my chestSi tus lágrimas no las sentí en mi pecho
I got lost looking for myself somewhere elseMe perdí buscándome en otro lugar
Leaving behind what you still wanted to giveDejando atrás lo que tú aún querías dar

It's my fault, for clinging on without wanting to stayCulpa mía, por aferrarme sin querer quedarme
For lying to me just so as not to hurt youPor mentirme solo para no lastimarte
And even though you failed onceY aunque tú fallaste una vez
I failed the rest of the time after thatYo fallé el resto del tiempo después

I found comfort in the wrong placeEncontré consuelo en quien no debía
I no longer felt joy by your sideY a tu lado ya no sentía alegría
I preferred conversations with my friendPrefería conversaciones con mi amiga
To face the cold that lived among usQue enfrentar el frío que entre nosotros vivía

I wanted to save what no longer existedQuise salvar lo que ya no existía
I took care of you, but I didn't love you, my loveTe cuidaba, pero no te amaba, vida
And even though I didn't shout goodbye to youY aunque no te grité el adiós
I told you with my fierce indifferenceTe lo dije con mi indiferencia feroz

It's my fault, for not intending toCulpa mía, por quedarme sin intención
For surrendering without giving an explanationPor rendirme sin dar explicación
I slowly died in your loveFui muriendo poco a poco en tu amor
Until it didn't hurt anymore, not even your painHasta que ya no dolía, ni tu dolor

It was my fault, yes, it was my faultCulpa mía, sí, fue culpa mía