Wonder Why

I have a feeling
I’ll never see you again
Never again
Lay eyes on your skin
Or wander in your light greens

I know you lie
You say you’re doing fine
Oh, please stop
Wasting all my time
Talking about the weather
I know when you hide
It’s a place I won’t find
Should accept it but I can’t help myself, I

I wonder why
I met you in this life
I wonder why
What would we have been in another?

You’re almost a July
But bittersweetest August
I'm fucking November
I'm too melancholic
Too bare and naked
You love me, you hate me
And I don’t know why

I know I should smile
The few times that you dial
But it’s like we’re on trial
And I just know we’re losing, I

I wonder why
I met you in this life
I wonder why
What would we have been in another?

I wish I could give me a chance to know
But there's only so much that I have room for
Say what did I learn from it? I'm not sure
I wish I could give me a chance to know
But there's only so much that I have room for
Say what did I learn from it? I'm not sure
Gotta help myself, I'm losing, I

I wonder why
I met you in this life

I wonder why
What would we have been in another?

You’re almost a July
But bittersweetest August
I'm fucking November
I'm too melancholic
Too bare and naked
You love me, you hate me
And I don’t know why