MeMe

MeMe

MeMe

If I could laugh and go back
笑えたら戻れたなら
waraetara modoreta nara
I guess I'm pretending to be dead while alive
生きたまま死んだふりしているんだろう
ikita mama shinda furi shiteirun darou?

If it could end and stop
終われたら止まれたなら
owaretara tomareta nara
How long will this dream continue?
この夢はいつまで続くんだろう
kono yume wa itsu made tsuzukun darou

It's okay not to accumulate and hide
ため込んで隠さなくていい
tamekonde kakusanakute ii
Let me save myself
僕が僕を救ってあげましょう
boku ga boku wo sukutte agemashou
Hug each other, good night today
抱き合って今日はおやすみ
dakiatte kyou wa oyasumi
Shake up the substitute brain
かわりばんこ脳を揺らせ
kawaribanko nou wo yurase

Why am I here? It's not a mistake
なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの
nande boku ga koko ni iru no machigai janai no?
Yes, confirm me until you find me properly
そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで
sou da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukeru made
I'll surely understand the truth, if it's a lie, I won't forgive you
きっと本当がわかるよ　嘘なら君のこと許さないよ
kitto hontou ga wakaru yo uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

If I could break and change
壊せたら変われたなら
kowasetara kawareta nara
I wonder when I started giving up
できるかないつから諦めてたんだろう
dekiru ka na itsu kara akirametetan darou

If I could erase and choose
なくせたら選べたなら
nakusetara erabeta nara
Is it selfish to think this much is enough?
わがままかなこれくらいはいいでしょう
wagamama ka na kore kurai wa ii deshou?

The negative image I swallowed
飲み込んだマイナスのイメージが
nomikonda mainasu no imeeji ga
Embraced me
僕を抱きしめてくれたの
boku wo dakishimete kureta no
It's okay to try to live
生きようとしていいじゃないか
ikiyou to shite ii janai ka
Let's beat half of the heartbeat
半分こ鼓動を鳴らせ
hanbunko kodou wo narase

Why am I here? It's not a mistake
なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの
nande boku ga koko ni iru no machigai janai no?
Yes, confirm me until you find me properly
そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけるまで
sou da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukeru made
I'll surely understand the truth, if it's a lie, I won't forgive you
きっと本当がわかるよ　嘘なら君のこと許さないよ
kitto hontou ga wakaru yo uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Just those impossible words
そんなありえない言葉ばっか
sonna arienai kotoba bakka
Hurt, suppress, and don't change
傷をつけて押さえつけ変わらないんだね
kizu wo tsukete osaetsuke kawaranain da ne
Ah, let's go wherever we are
ああどこにいても行こうだ
aa doko ni itemokou da
Mistakes seem not to be mistakes
間違いが間違いじゃないみたい
machigai ga machigai janai mitai
I might already be a fake
いっそ僕がもうニセモノ
isso boku ga mou nisemono

I'm sure I'm not bad, there's nothing
きっと僕は悪くないよ　何もないんだ
kitto boku wa warukunai yo nanimo nain da
I must be having a bad dream, I have to wake up soon
きっと悪い夢を見てる　早く起きなくちゃ
kitto warui yume wo miteru hayaku okinakucha

Why am I here? It's not a mistake
なんで僕がここにいるの　間違いじゃないの
nande boku ga koko ni iru no machigai janai no?
Yes, confirm me, find me properly
そうだ僕を確かめてよ　ちゃんと見つけてよ
sou da boku wo tashikamete yo chanto mitsukete yo

Why, why, why, I'm not anywhere
なんでねえなんで　どこにも僕はいないな
nande nee nande doko ni mo boku wa inai na
So if it's a lie, I won't forgive you
だから嘘なら君のこと許さないよ
dakara uso nara kimi no koto yurusanai yo

Why, why, please get me out of here
なんでねえなんで　ここから出してください
nande nee nande koko kara dashite kudasai
Please say it's a mistake and a lie
どうか間違いだと嘘だよと言って
douka machigai da to uso da yo to itte
If I'm right now, I'll forgive you
僕が正しいと今なら君を許してあげる
boku ga tadashii to ima nara kimi wo yurushite ageru