Beautiful Princess Disorder

So much I wanna tell you but you need to go away!
I love you with my whole heart but it aches it fucking aches!
Step back and give me space or God knows what the fuck I'll say!
This shit gets old so fast but I go through it every day!

Why does it hurt to love you? I don't know
Why does it hurt to love you? Go away

Keep falling into circles I'll cut off my fucking head
I can't remember anything of what I must have said
If pain is beauty what the fuck does this shit mean instead?
I feel two thousand feelings and a thousand are regret
If this shit is so wrong then why the fuck can I not stop?
Why am I wired to keep making everything my fault?
I try to be a good girl but that isn't in the cards
I'll self destruct blow up our life leave everything in shards!

I'm living in delusions and that's not a way to live!
Keep asking me for more when I have nothing left to give!
If I keep going now then I'm just bound to fall apart!
Just useless dreams and tears and forever broken hearts
The pressure gets to me too much, I always fucking care!
If you were in my shoes then you'd pull out your fucking hair!
Whenever I see you I have so much I wanna share
But I'll sit here all bottled up completely unaware

So much I wanna tell you but you need to go away!
I love you with my whole heart but it aches it fucking aches!
Step back and give me space or God knows what the fuck I'll say!
This shit gets old so fast but I go through it every day!