God Is A Plot

How does it happen
do you not hear my word
all day in me
i take turns
got me surrounded
although i am alone
they made me forget
how to throw stone
running the distance
why am i standing still
always descending
even up hill
do you evolve
& how do you get here
can you demolish
now that you're here
this god is a plot
this life is a farse
this god is a plot
a game in his name

how can i sever
when there's no unit here
searching for root but
there's no ground here
travel to settle
where can i find some rest
making mistakes i learn
from the best
gaurding the answers
safely under your skin
protect the secret
in this dustbin
when will i solve
this revealing puzzle here
searching for answers
till the end's near