Lilac

Lilac

Lilac

The voice of the past now makes my heart feel cramped
いつかの声が今 僕の心を窮屈にしていく
itsuka no koe ga ima boku no kokoro wo kyuukutsu ni shite iku
Ah, was it like this? Was it like that?
ああ だったんでしょ こうだったんでしょ
aa dattan desho kou dattan desho
Scratching and erasing the receiver
みがってかいしゃくリシーバー
migatte kaishaku receiver
If it doesn't change, it's boring, but if it changes, it's different
かわらなきゃあきましたって かわればかわりましたよねって
kawaranakya akimashitatte kawareba kawarimashita yo ne tte
What on earth is that? What is it?
いったいなんだい それなんだい
ittai nan dai sore nan dai
It seems like pride and petals won't disappear
ほことたてはなくならないようでして
hoko to tate wa nakunaranai you deshite

Happiness is a defective love shutter that blurs
しあわせはピンボケする不良品愛シャッター
shiawase wa pin boke suru furyouhin ai shattaa
Pain is reflected in the sensor with a hard lens
くるしいことはセンサイに映る硬画室レンズで
kurushii koto wa sensai ni utsuru kou gashitsu renzu de

I'm doing my best, it's not really for you
せいいっぱいやってんだ 別に君のためじゃない
seiippai yatten da betsu ni kimi no tame janai
Hey, isn't that right?
ねえ そうだろ
nee sou daro
I don't have enough room to live doing things that don't fit
しょうに合わないことして生きれるほど余裕ない
shou ni awanai koto shite ikireru hodo yoyuu nai

Before the life funeral
じんせいそうはいに
jinsei sou hai ni
Before the life funeral
じんせいそうまえに
jinsei sou mae ni
I really want to live before the life funeral, but
じんせいそうめいにいきたいのはやまやまだが
jinsei soumei ni ikitai no wa yamayama da ga
It seems like there's not much evidence or proof
わりと根拠も証明もないよう
wari to konkyo mo shoumei mo nai you
The world of compromise is just right
なげんじょうせかいくらいがちょうどよくて
na genjou sekai kurai ga choudo yokute

In the life funeral love
じんせいそうらふに
jinsei sou rafu ni
In the life funeral departure
じんせいそうたふに
jinsei sou tafu ni
It's okay to have simple things like a life funeral game
じんせいそうげーむみたいにたんじゅんなものでいいだろ
jinsei sou geemu mitai ni tanjun na mono de ii daro
There's a future I want to decide with a button
ぼたんでかけてきめたいみらいもあるんだ
botan de kakete kimetai mirai mo arun da

I think the high praise is probably silly
ひいろーのぷらいべーとはきっとしょうもないとおもうんだ
hiiroo no puraibeeto wa kitto shou mo nai to omoun da
I'm quite negative and just a normal human
わりとネガティブだったりふつうのにんげんしてるさ
wari to negatibu dattari futsuu no ningen shiteru sa

I don't have enough room to be fooled by others' voices
たにんのこえにまどわされるほど余裕ない
tanin no koe ni madowasareru hodo yoyuu nai

I'd rather be a fraud
もういっそふらんに
mou isso furan ni
I'd rather be a fraud
もういっそふあんていに
mou isso fuantei ni
Because the explanation is too clean and beautiful
もうきっとせつめいしょどおりはきれいすぎてしまうから
mou kitto setsumeisho doori wa kireisugite shimau kara
Throw away the boring and decided unclean things
よごせこわせきめられたつまらないこていがいねんなんてすてろ
yogose kowase kimerareta tsumaranai kotei gainen nante sutero

Become anything you want now
もうじっさいどうにでもなれ
mou jissai dou ni demo nare
Don't nod easily to things you don't want to do
おしかろしたこえでやりたくないことに
oshikoroshita koe de yaritakunai koto ni
Stop nodding easily, raise your head
かるがるしくうなずくのはやめろあげろかおをあげろ
karugarushiku unazuku no wa yamero agero kao wo agero

I'm tired
つかれてしまったんだ
tsukarete shimattan da
I don't want to become a reflection created by someone else
ひとのえごでつくられたうつおにだけはなりたくはなくて
hito no ego de tsukurareta utsuo ni dake wa naritaku wa nakute
There's still time, let's rethink before the first one
じかんはまだあるといざひとりめのまえにしたこうかいと
jikan wa mada aru to iza hitorime no mae ni shita koukai to
The thoughts of the gods are just a mess
しんでんずはぐしゃぐしゃのまんまおもうことはただひとつ
shindenzu wa gushagusha no manma omou koto wa tada hitotsu
Happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy
うれいうれいうれいうれいうれいうれいうれい
urei urei urei urei urei urei urei

Before the life funeral
じんせいそうはいに
jinsei sou hai ni
Before the life funeral
じんせいそうまえに
jinsei sou mae ni
I really want to change before the life funeral, but
じんせいそうめいにかわりたいのはやまやまだが
jinsei soumei ni kawaritai no wa yamayama da ga
I don't have any evidence or proof
わたしはこんきょもしょうめいもないよう
watashi wa konkyo mo shoumei mo nai you
The world of compromise is just right
なげんじょうせかいくらいがおにあいだ
na genjou sekai kurai ga oniai da

In the life funeral love
じんせいそうらふに
jinsei sou rafu ni
In the life funeral departure
じんせいそうたふに
jinsei sou tafu ni
I really want to live like a real funeral game
じっさいそうげーむみたいにたんじゅんめいかいいきたくって
jissai sou geemu mitai ni tanjun meikai ikitaku tte
There's a future I want to change with an A-B button
あーびーぼたんでかえてみたいみらいもあるんだ
a. b botan de kaete mitai mirai mo arun da